I have been doubting myself recently. For a few reasons explained below.
Am I toxic?
Am I too overwhelming for people when I tell them my past?
Am I still vulnerable?
Do I not know what my personal aims are?
Should I probably halt campaigning for a while?
The reasons why I am doing this is that people I have got to know quite well during my Mental Health Awareness campaign since I started, have disappeared off the radar over the past months - some with vague reasons, others with none.
Just gets me thinking that I haven't recovered as much I thought; I could be showing a muddled and inconsistent side of me and thus not a good person to be around.
It's brought these negative thoughts to the fore, so I am reducing my interactions on social media and unintentionally distancing from others who are still supporting me, to which I apologise.
I'll be back soon but in my own time.🕰
My head is kind of all over the place 😞
Conflicting Thoughts - 30 years of Depression, Anxiety and PTSD